Sunday, June 21, 2009

Mochi Rabbit's comics Station



父の日  Happy Father's Day

Happy Father's Day
Daddy
Thanks a lots to u...
Thanks for owes understanding me
Thanks for owes supporting me
Thanks for owes giving me opinions & suggestions
Thanks for wiling to b my audience
Thanks for owes sacrifiying urself for my own benefits
Thanks for owes stood aside me
Thanks for been my father...
When every chilren say "Thank you for everything"
to their parents
what d parents answer was:
"There is no Thank you between d relantionship of
a child & a father or a mother "
I may not able to fel tat meaning wif understanding
but I appreciate what I have
frm what my parents gave to me
THANK YOU...
Happy Father's Day
あいするきみたち

Wushu Trailer~The Young Generation 武术之少年行

武术之少年行
“武术是一门艺术,不是用来攻击对方,伤害对方。
武术的意思就是武学中的艺术,
武中有艺,艺中有术。
表现了它的动作风格和感情。”
“在武术中,谁胜谁负是没有意思的。”
“武术的四个基本是:速度,弹跳力,平衡和柔软性。”
“选择了武术的人,同时选择了一生的对手,就是自己。
每次比赛你就要比上次的你做得更好。”
“每个人都有机会去选择,只是怎样做决定才是最重要的。
但是,
选择是有限制的。”
曾经
我师兄告诉过我:
“不管谁有多强多弱,要相信自己是最棒的那一位。”
而“最强的对手是自己”这句话
我始终还是无法理解此意义
或许我明白了一半,也或许我还是完全都感受不到
或许
到了以后
我才会了解它的含义
对我而言
可以为它而活,为它而牺牲
就是没办法
因为它而放弃
因为这是我所选择的路

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

純朴のむそう

我有一个我自认为我人生中
很大很大的夢想
它,虽然不很起眼
但却很遥远
我曾经成功的往它
向前踏出我的第一步
那时可说是我往夢想跨出了第一步
可是我却让它变成了
一个
非常丑陋的开始
留下了
充满遗憾及懊悔的回忆
过程中
我被提醒了
我开始清楚看见了自己
那时是有多么的懦弱
多么的狼狈
多么的不该
多么的没用
因为经不起压力
跨不过心中的障碍
我毁了我自视为神圣的开端
。。。。。。

现在
我将会开始我的第二步
这一次
我真的不想再像当年那样
软弱,无能

“后悔一次就已经够了,我不想再后悔多一次了”

“犯一次错误也就够了,我不想再从犯了”
虽然如此
我心中难免还是埋伏了恐惧
那一份

“自信”

我还是不够坚定
我还是会怀疑我自己

这几天
都会接受到不少
很伤我的讽语
虽说已不是第一次体会到
听到,感受到
可是我就是觉得

“ehh...不要太过份喔”

我真的被触怒到了
可是
“要忍,要忍!忍忍忍!!”

“他只是想刺激你,所以你才会做好它”
“忍一时风平浪静,退一步海阔天空”

我是有在退了
可是我心中的火还是在燃烧着
很有可能会有火山爆发的一天
一个不小心可能会把古晋给烧了
我并非不是不知道他的用意
我也并非不是不知道我的表现不很好
我承认

我是队里中

算是最差的一位

算是应该会拉下这队伍名誉

的老鼠屎

我当然很不想很不想

非常的不想会酱

我没把这梦想告诉他们

那是因为
1)我不想他们用它来压我,催我,施加压力
2)我没那资格去拥有这梦想

这个世界是很惨酷的

这个社会的理念是非常现实的

“有能力的人就是胜利者,没友实力的人就是注定要被淘汰的”

我就是那个会被淘汰的失败者

在这一圈

我没有实力,也没有底细

就像他所说的
“她只会死背罢了”
长成傻呼呼的样子,脑筋迟疑的我
也不想酱!!!
但其实
我也很想可以与一群习武的朋友一起
抱着同样的梦想
一起努力
那种感觉
很感人很快乐很帅
可是在这队伍里
我却感受到无比的寂寞
那种很空很恐惧的感觉
或许是我个性有时很内向
很难懂
所以我总会觉得我好像
跟我队友他们并没有像其他队伍一样
那么融恰
心里真的很羡慕那种情景

我的心理调整是整队伍里

最差劲的一位
我的梦想心理调整一定要好
不然将会毁掉一切

偏偏我就烂在这
我也总觉得

我好像根本没有为它而很拼命
好像我从没付出过最大的努力
认为

我要练到自己有受伤为止

那样才算:我有努力过


虽然如此

我还是很想要实现它

它有时间的限止

我更要实现它

我不想因为我是会被淘汰的人

而放弃它

“曾经后悔过可以忍受,后悔一生却只会带来一连串的痛苦”

我不想让我人生留下遗憾=死的不明目 ==

我也好希望

我也可以像他一样

奇迹也可以发生在我身上
或许我现在是那么的渴望实现它
或许以后我也有可能会对它而不再热情
或许你会觉得我花太多心思在它身上
担心我会因此而不小心忽略学业
不过我不希望我的人生就只是
读书-做工-等等
过那种平凡中的平凡的过程生活
就是因为有这个梦想
我才觉得它会添彩我的人生
所以
真的很希望你能谅解我
让我为它而付出
好不好?
我不想知道我的结局会怎样
我只想为它而拼
只想用最纯朴,最原实的
去追随它

Gathering~visiting to Swimburne

Jodi & me
meet new frend--Fabian(d guy)
d girl....siapa tu? ==''

Jodi,me,Sze Ting & Sarina(at Swimburne)
another new fren--RAY(at d bek)
playboy? OR barley?(Yee Ming=薏米)OR...Rahman Ahmad Yahman??
haha ==
HAPPY to b wif u buddies~
& meet new frens
wander around Swimburne
learn to knw d feeling of been a colleger
&
can c lots of handsome guy
XD

Saturday, June 6, 2009

UnpLeAsANt Malacca TRip 绝望的马六甲旅程


31 May,I leave to Johor-Malacca(31/5-5/6)
to participate in d National Wushu Junior Champioship,Malacca

on 3-4 June 2009

D whole way road to thr,
I was worry
worry tat whether we were able to compete d game?
Bcs we were sabotage by WAS
*WAS=wushu association Sarawak
We hv wrote d complaint letter
but no news reply to us
our Terengganu president then told us
jst go thr & decide everythg
& so we leave...

W.Yung,one of my teammates

&

LCC & David J(wear spec)


I arrived JOHOR


our team,hv supper at India coffee shop(24hours)
*but I din eat=kep fit ahhh
D guys reali can makan looooooots of thg
& frm their description of seducing me 2 eat

JOHOR'S FOODS REALI TASTE NICE
*they told their satay were very Q & soft
not lk Kch,hard lk stone aneh
*dun knw hv 2 bite hw many times
& d Mee Jawa,Mee goreng,Mee blablabla
& d chicken meat
r all spicy & nice

tis was wat my teammates & coach described

D hotel's room's bathroom tat I stayed

my room for 1 nite at Johor b4 going to Malacca


on d way to Senai airport to meet wif Sibu's athletes
*our teammates as well
d 4 of us r frm KCH
d rest=Sibu
Mashmallow~

Do u ever c a malay man wear such a tall songkok at Marry Brown???

my coach & LCC(zzz)

I'm at Malacca hotel's room now wif d other 2 Sibu girls

D mosque r jst bsd our hotel!!!
ohhhhh
history replay agen
I & my sukma fren hv 2 experienced d early mrng arounfd 5am sumthg
2 hear our new style of "alarm clock"

Malacca ship musuem

lolz
actually we nid 2 pay entry fee $$$

but
we din

bcs dunno who is d 1 who brg us in

by climbing over d tiang

then
when we r out
sum1 minta us d $

then all of us
14 ppl(include 2 coach)

WE QUICKLY RAN AWAY!!!

LOL







Sibu's coach-Gibert

funny!when I 1 2 tek down tis pic

dunno who's camera
put apa flash light lahh
in such a bright,bright,bright day
making my pic came out lk tis
gahhh!!!
coach bcum half!!

Lolz....

at Bus-stop

luk carefully

clearly
they were acting lk

making an advertisement

==''

D red church
no photo taking r allowed inside
d old Indian hag wil warn u

Kubu pertahanan at uphill there
very tiring to climb up so high
under a hot day
& I wonder

hw cum d 3 guys of my teammates

can tahan sooooo mch?

they were fun & excited to go around Malacca's historical places
but I macam no interested
tis making me thk tat
I should hv change my gender wif them

I should b a guy & they should b girls..

mayb bcs my feling of going travelling bcum numb
since I hv visited lots of places when I was young wif my parents
Inside d kubu pertahanan

another kubu pertahanan at downhill there

yup

they r playing gun

hand-made gun

use rubber band to shoot
*wat an ages stil play gun....
They waited down thr d kubu pertahanan
wanted to shoot Gibert & Collin=Sibu athlete

but
kep on waiting
GIBERT din appear!!!

they hv went downhill thr to d opposite shopping mall
..............

my teammates:"gotta shoot Collin!!"
*bcs Collin saw us thr,but he din told Gibert to cum to us

our lunch

Chicken rice ball

guess whr we hv our lunch?

D place whr MY FM have their Chinese New Year MV
shooting venue
& up floor there

reali got ppl shooting film

& is one of our Malaysia Wushu athlete was acting!!!

& tat guy
I knw him,he knw me

but
we nvr talk
*sobs

& tis was wat I heard they said
bcs I was dump alone to tek k their bags...
*cry

my 4th day breakfast outside hotel
Gibert bring me & his athlete 2 eat

"Zhu Chang Feng"

& "cha sio pao"
& "tie guang ying''(tea)

1st time I ate "Zhu Chang Feng"
not bad
:)


hmm
tis is my 3/6/09 's lunch

ASAM FISH

I dun reali knw or lk to eat spicy thg

but I dun 1 2 waste d $

so I ate it

ok taste lahhh...

since is hotel's promotion food


tis is funny

d 3 of us

me,Collin & Xue Hua

took Xiao Qian's pig

into d toilet=our girls bathroom

to mek d pig sembahyang...

Collin even record d mrng's pray

& play it....

& mek it s his alarm clock's music...

==''
I wonder

is he going to change his race?

lol

Bcs Gilbert kena shoot by our KCH team

=my coach,W.yung,LCC & David

Sibu team unsatisfied

they oso went down d shops

& each brought a hand made gun
to revenge!!!

ohh GOD

even Gilbert oso join in d battle

then I b d reporter

warn them
"NO SHOOTING ON REPORTER!!"
so I wil not kena shoot by plenty of rubber band + s

4/6/09

We went A-Famosa

They went Water World to play water games

leave only me,my coach & Uncle Chua=our team manager
*I dunno hw to swim!
go in thr
lemas nia!!
RM40 FOR 1 PERSON!!!
wakao...
wif RM40
I dunno can buy hw many packet mashmallow
& chocolate...

Cow boy town


Leave 3 of us

sat shuttle & went to Club house

spending RM1 to sit d shuttle

& RM5 to hv a milo at thr

4 waiting until 2 pm sumthg

baru go bek 2 water world

wat a waste of time

tiring of waiting

RM5 milo

d jag mek me drank at least

4 cups of milo

full

I save d $ for my lunch

damn shit

we,our team CNT COMPETE

our president fight 4 d last chance 4 us 2 compete

but unfortunely he & d rest failed

D end
we,12 athlete end up no participation

& visiting Malacca d whole 2 days
*half 2 days lah

To tel d truth

eventhough we r frm Srwk

We representing Terengganu

bcs we r import athlete
& we,CMAA & Sibu wushu association

were not a member of WAS

so we were Terengganu wushu athletes

but RIDICULOUS is

WAS stop us frm participate tis comptt
bcs of tis reason

"We r still under them,we still their member"

bullshit

last time,WAS conduct comptt

we 1 2 join,they restrict us by saying tat

"we r not d member"

now
we 1 2 join Junior Championship

they restrict us by telling tat

"we r d member"

talking in 2 different ways!!!

then,

d other state oso agree wat WAS mention

so

our chance of participation drop frm 60 % to 10 %

..........

I was moody,mad,unwiling,unsatisfied,agitated,unprepared & blur

moody bcs we cnt join

Junior championship is my 1st & my last
*nxt year I'm going to b 19

mad bcs d quality of tis comptt bcum lower & lower
* if we join,we hv high % of winning

unwiling bcs we came so far frm Srwk to Malacca
lastly end up by sitting bsd thr been stupiak
watching

unsatisfied bcs we don hv d chance 2 show our talents

agitated bcs of WAS's artifice
if bcs of scaring us to win,jst say it out
dun jst hind behind,planning sucks artifice
to drop us down

we r oso Srwk athlete
if we don compete
Srwk athletes can build up?!

Srwk wushu stil can b on top?!!

unprepared bcs 1st time we hv tis type of situation in participation
no testing of hall carpet,no feling of compete,no preparation of decorating,
no warming up,no last practise...

blur bcs dunno should I fel relieved or not?

I join tis compt

onli 3 reasons

1)beat down WAS
2)to write down my wushu records

3)to show a better view of mine to Master Peng
I owes show bad,sucks image to Master Peng...

I jst 1 her to hv a gud image of me to hers

I jst 1 her to kep d gud of mine

& 4get d bad of mine

I thought I can beat down WAS athlete

but once I heard Taijijian female A group result

I'm scared
bcs she got 2nd

if she got 2nd
impossible I wil b d 1st
*eventhough I din hv d chance to watch taiji events

I din set high aim to myself

s long s I can beat down WAS

d rest of d rivals

can b wait

I'm not gud enough

& my standard is not high too

but I oso hope 2 win

hope 2 give a nice record of female taiji

to my team

I don hope 2 b d 1 to pull down d name of our team

I oso hope tat my coach & my teammates
at least
believe me

support me

tat I wil not lose tat wrost

dun say such words lk

"If Shirley Tok,I dunno ohh"

tis onli meking me

thk tat

"m I reali tat wrost?"

"m I reali cnt b believe,cnt b trusted?"

W.Yung oso hv d same feling lk me

bcs he oso worry his spear events standard

but he is stronger than me

better than me

bek 2 topics,

Negeri Sembilan won 28 golds=1st

Malacca won 18 golds=2nd

lastly

Sarawak,3 golds=3rd

If we join,

even wif 4 golds only

we can b 3rd & WAS hv no chance to stay top 3

verrrrrrrrrrry funny

I'm oso Srwkian,but I hv to fight wif Srwkian

I'm tired of tis

WAS don even understand we,athletes's felling

we struggle so hard,we spending times & stamina

to train well

but wat we get?
stopping by showing talents

block our ways to our dream...

unable 2 represent our own state is hurting

but unable to continue compete for dream is killing ur heart...
D hall & venue of competition
Pei Feng Middle Sch,Malacca
sch hall
I'm ANGRY
bcs
finally I hv d chance to compete indoor wif air-con
& can hv d T-shirt of junior championship
but
lastly I CAN'T GET THEM!!!!
YISH
I give out my $
& get bek tis type of recompense
*WAS return my $$$!!!
Tis time we get stopped
but
warning:
We will b bek
&
get bek anythg tat belongs to us